For as long as I remember I have been suffering from an anxiety disorder and in the past two years I have developed depression and started self harming etc, this month I finally spoke up and asked for help, finally getting help to be able to cope with my mental illnesses has already been so amazing, I finally spoke up about my sexual assault and suicide attempt and finally being ready to recover is such a brilliant step to happiness and I know there will be bad days and I have to go on medication but asking for help is NOT weak and suicide is NOT an option for anyone, please reach out for help and I am here for ANYONE seeking help, please send me a message if you are struggling ❤️
Alex is pretty insecure when it comes to your relationship, so he’s always very protective
As soon as he sees a guy look at you in any different way he starts to let it eat at him
He brings it up the next time you’re both alone
“Alex, baby, I promise I don’t feel that way towards them. There’s a reason I’m with you”
Even after you reassure him that everything is fine, he can’t shake the feeling and it drives him nuts
Eventually he gives in and approaches them
No words
He just decks them as soon as he gets close enough
After their dragged apart and he’s sent to the nurse, you’re pissed
“I told you that they don’t mean anything like that!”
“That doesn’t mean they won’t stop looking at you the way they do. I had to do something about it”
You’re angry for a while before you notice how many bruises are starting to form on his face
Then all you want to do is comfort him
Which pisses you off
But normally, you give in, and you spend the rest of the day in his room watching some horrible horror movie on netflix while he’s asleep next to you with an icepack on his head
